Another sleepless night last night. Sebastian finally fell asleep close to 9pm and then awoke at 1am basically just wanting a cuddle. He only wants me to hold him a certain way and walk around, if I try to sit on the chair he FREAKS OUT. sooooooooooooo, I walk around with him in circles in his little room until he is sleepy or sleeping and then try to either put him back in his crib or sit on the chair and rock with him. Sometimes, I just stay in his room and hold him while we both cuddle and sleep. I wish our bed was safe enough for him to sleep with us like he used to. Our room is just too annoying for him and his room is so peaceful, most times I love sleeping in his room, I just want to be more comfortable. I tried to get him to go back to sleep from 1am - 2:30am and just couldn't do it anymore so I woke Fabe up and he tried until 3:30ish. Then it was my turn again!!!!!! OMG, so I sat down on the chair with him, covered him in his favorite fleece blanket and looked sternly into his face and told him it was time for night, night and he just started playing with my lips and my face smiling. I wanted to smile back but, I didn't and told him that it's not funny and I'm exhaused and I need my sleep so I can function the next day. I just looked at him for a minute and didn't smile, I kept reminding him that it was time to sleep and finally, he rolled over, grabbed my arm and closed his eyes. He fell asleep. So did I. I woke up at around 4:30am and was able to put him in his crib. I layed down in my bed and at 5am my alarm went off! Ugh! So I set it for 6am and slept for another hour. I have to leave the house by 6:30am to get to work on time. Well, I left at 6:45ish and told Fabe to wake him up and get everything ready.... I'm out! I have been working out with Tim, my trainer for the last 3 months, this is my 4th, every Tuesday/Thursday. I had my workout today and I'm on hardly any sleep. I still got a great workout! He has me running which I absolutely hate but, I do it anyway. I'm not sure exactly what size I am now but, the weight is coming off, slowly but, coming off. I am determined to get back into my pre-baby clothes again! I do not want to buy new clothes if I don't have to!
Let's hope we sleep tonight!!!! :)
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