Will they ever get it?

Every weekend is basically the same... Me trying to spend as much time as I can with Sebastian, cooking like crazy and trying to keep him on his sleep schedule. I am extrmely strict with his sleep schedule because if it gets messed up in any way he will not sleep at night for weeks!!! No one seems to understand and I really don't care, this is my life, not theirs! They don't have to be up with him for hours at night!!!! FU everyone! I want what I think is best for my son... MY SON. NOT YOUR SON. I have been feeling very angry lately at people who tell me what to do, unsolitcited. I do not want poisons in my son's body, I only want freshly prepared ORGANIC foods for him. I cook ALL of his food from scratch and so far everything I have given him, he loves! That's because I made it with love and it is fresh and organic. I love him so much and we have been through so much the last almost two years!!! I only ate the best while I was prego, exercised and tried to treat my body and him as best I could. Now, that he is not safe in my womb any longer I have to try to do the same for him externally. I tell him that I love him every few minutes, hug and kiss him like crazy, ensure he sleeps NO MATTER WHAT, keep him safe and warm and feed him on schedule. I don't care what others think or say, he is an extremely healthy little guy! So many opinions from so many moms with unhealthy children. This weekend, I prepared fresh peaches, mangoes, blueberries, strawberries, lentils and brown rice pasta for him. Tonight I will be preparing his multi-grain cereal for the week. I am going to put ground lentils in it this week. Since I now know he will eat them. I have dinners already prepared for the next few weeks in the freezer. I found these great silicone freezer trays made for baby food with no chemicals in the plastic. Each cube is 1oz and he is now eating at least 4 oz each meal. I have frozen in the freezer now.... cut up carrots, sweet potato, acorn squash, peas, kale, and all the fruit mentioned above. He loves feeding himself and lately especially LOVES avocados. He will eat 2 cubes of cut up carrots and half of an avocado. He started drinking from a cup from birth but, then it was a shot glass filled with either breast milk or formula. I need to discuss my breast feeding craziness in another post. That will take a LONG time to talk about. This morning before work, I took out all the frozen cubes out of the trays and put them in freezer bags. I took much of the fruit and gave that to my MIL who watches Sebastian while I'm at work. I have some strong opinions about that as well and for another day. I'm at work right now and need to go do some work.... Be back soon!